In the brilliant orange glow of the evening light, in a meadow on top of a small hill overlooking the huge, verdant park beside her apartment, Olivia surveyed Alice Underscore’s latest work. Although Alice had looked out to the park regularly while painting, the result didn’t match the scene in front of them at all. Rather than looking down on the park from the edge of a 20-meter rocky cliff, the painting looked across a level path. But even though the perspective was completely different, the details were familiar. The large spruce framing the left side of the painting was recognizable as the tree leaning off the edge of the cliff to their right. The path in the painting was formed of the same red bricks as the path winding through the park. The black metal lightposts and meticulous raised flower beds were also mirrors of the lightposts and flower beds visible in an open field in the park below them. Although it looked nothing like the view in front of them, all its elements had been pulled from their surroundings and remixed with the skill of an expert DJ. And of course, all the scenery was accented by the brilliant use of colour Justice Detective was famous for. The pine tree was outlined in a bright green, while details down to the individual needle were painted in dark, naturalistic shades. Likewise, the field was a muted brown-green, while the flowers throughout it practically popped out of the canvas in an explosion of colour. Among it all, the lightpost over the path cast a spotlight on the right side of the painting, providing a clear focus of attention. It struck Olivia that it was almost criminally wasteful that this painting would likely be used as a background for less than a minute of footage in the upcoming season of Justice Detective. The depth of detail was astonishing.
Perhaps equally astonishing was the string of coincidences that had led Olivia to this very spot. First, there was running into Alice in the first place – which had been unlikely since Alice kept to a normal sleep schedule, while Olivia usually went to bed at noon, then woke up at twilight and played games through the night. Then there was their second meeting, where Olivia had recognized the art style – which had been unlikely since Alice’s usual art style, while still defined by brilliant, almost glowing colour, was nowhere near as idiosyncratic as Justice Detective’s sharply stylized, neon-outlined backgrounds. Then there was their third meeting, where they had once again only chatted briefly, but they’d been able to share phone numbers – which had been unlikely since Olivia was certain she had come across as a cringey and obsessive and possibly insane fan during their first encounter. Then there was the lengthy text correspondence, where Olivia felt like she was walking an impossible line between ignoring her and inundating her with messages. Then they’d met at a nearby café, where Olivia had ordered her ‘morning’ coffee while Alice had ordered a chamomile tea in anticipation of going to bed soon after. All of which led Olivia to this: their second arranged meeting at the park.
Through this string of precarious coincidences, the more they talked, the more Olivia was certain she had found a kindred spirit. From their mutual love of Justice Detective, they also found they shared a similar obsession with the magical girl genre in general, to the point they both remembered an obscure, decade-old series called Blasting Artillery Witch Love-Love – which they both agreed was a masterpiece that never got the recognition it deserved. Finding someone who shared her interests so closely not online, but in her physical reality, was exhilarating, but also terrifying. Such a being was so impossibly rare that if she messed up this human friendship development project, she might never find someone on the same wavelength again.
After receiving the invitation to meet at the park, which Alice had described as her ‘favourite place in the world,’ Olivia had felt a dull nausea as she uncharacteristically spent nearly an hour and a half trying to figure out what to wear. Not that she’d had much choice – apart from a stuffy, dull suit she’d bought during the brief period she’d tried finding a “proper” job, the rest of her wardrobe prioritized comfort over style. In the end, she’d settle on warm, fuzzy pastel leggings and an oversized sweater. The leggings were technically tie-in merch for the magical girl series Hana Double Zeta, but the only giveaway was a small emblem emblazoned at the waist – which was neatly covered by her sweater. She figured that was the best she’d be able to manage, and after a brief staring contest with herself in the mirror she’d even convinced herself she was kind of cute.
Her meagre self-confidence had fallen away as soon as she had met Alice on the edge of the park. Alice was soooo elegant - a simple white blouse, a simple black skirt, and sensible shoes. Simply, sensibly, effortlessly elegant. Olivia also quickly discovered that Alice was also dressed for the weather, while Olivia was sweating well before she had made it up the narrow, crumbling, and overgrown old stairway that led from the common, well-travelled walking paths of the park to the secluded meadow where Alice had set up a full-size easel, canvas, and paints. Apparently further back from the meadow, in an even more overgrown corner of the hill, was an ancient shrine - apparently it was a big part of the reason there was such a big park in the middle of the city in the first place. In an overly baggy and overly warm sweater, and covered in a film of sweat, Olivia felt like a certified disaster next to the neatly dressed and decidedly not-sweaty Alice, but Olivia was also determined to not let that stop her. She would have a good time with Alice today, and she would make Alice her friend. Friendship is a battle of willpower, she thought, paraphrasing a line from Hana Double Zeta. Of course in that animated series, Friendship was a magical power that could save the world, but for Olivia real IRL friendship may as well have been just as magical and otherworldly. Nor was she going to let Shark stop her, who was now leaning back against a tree some distance away, looking for all the world like a grumpy chaperone.
“So do you paint here often? That painting’s freaking amazing, by the way.”
“Quite often, actually. Don’t tell anyone, but I sometimes leave my easel here overnight. Or I'll sometimes bring my drawing tablet with me if I want a change of pace. It’s a beautiful spot, and I can't stop coming back to it.”
“It really is – the view is spectacular, and there’s no one else nearby.” Olivia paused for a moment, admiring the view. Even though she lived right beside it, she had never explored all that much of the park, mostly owing to her usual waking hours leaving the park cloaked in a veil of darkness. There was the artificial moonlight, of course, and the main paths were all well-lit by lamps, but with all the trees and vegetation, at night the shadows were deep. During the day, though, with the sun shining overhead, Olivia couldn’t help but admit she had been missing out. The park was a verdant island of green in a city of grey concrete and shining glass. Even surrounded by the city, the only distinguishable sound in the park was the rustling of the trees in the light, warm wind. As long as you didn’t mind a substantial hike to bring your equipment to and from the meadow, it was perfect.
"Hey, how long have you been drawing? Like, not this drawing, but drawing in general. What age did you start? Did you go to an art school?” Was this too many questions? Regardless, Olvia really wanted to know. There was so much she wanted to know. “I draw sometimes, too, but I’ve never really taken it seriously. I mean, my stuff is really just scribbles. They’re cute, if I do say so myself, but if I posted them to the Justice Detective fan galleries, all I’d get would be mean comments and a moderator deleting them for being low-quality. But your stuff is some of the highest-rated on the site! I know you probably don’t pay attention to stuff like that, but you’ve had the number 2 AND the number 7 best-of-all-time spot for months!”
If there was one talent Olivia had cultivated during her live-streams, it was yapping – she could run her mouth off non-stop for hours. Of course, online, that was why people watched her. Here in reality, and opposite another, single human as opposed to a faceless chat, Olivia wondered if she was yapping too much. Alice didn’t take her eyes off her painting, and her brush kept working, adding countless tiny needles to a spruce branch, but she smiled wryly before responding, “Number 2, huh? And who was number one?”
“Uh, it was Mappatofu’s Finale Frame.”
“Ah, that’s fair. Mappatofu’s really good.” Alice paused, squinted at the details she had just painted in, then sat back to look over the whole piece. It looked like it was finished. “As for how long… I’ve basically been making art since I could hold a crayon. I haven’t been to an art school or anything fancy like that, but I did submit to a bunch of art contests when I was getting started, and the feedback from the judges helped me a lot. It was like getting art lessons for free, from a certain point of view. That was… a long time ago. The real secret to art is just to keep doing it. ‘Persistence is power,’” she quoted, chuckling.
Olivia recognized the quote, “Lyrical Gear, right?!” Smiling was another skill Olivia had cultivated, but she couldn’t think of the last time she had smiled this much away from her computer.
As much as she wished she could stay longer, the sun was falling further in the sky, reaching down to touch the horizon. There were no lights near the meadow, and besides, to normal people dark meant it was time to get ready for sleep. “Hey, uh… how long until the painting is good to move?”
“As long as nothing rubs against any of the wet spots, it should be fine to move as it is. If I wait until the paint is fully dry, we’ll be here until tomorrow.”
“I can help carry your paints?” Carrying the painting while the paint was still wet felt like pure danger, but Olivia didn’t want to merrily saunter down from the meadow while Alice carried the painting and all her supplies down the treacherous, narrow stairs on her own.
With the division of labour settled, between the heavy paints and the awkward canvas, they were quiet as they navigated the trails that led out of the park. Safely back on level road, Alice slung the paints over her shoulder and repositioned the canvas slightly to accommodate. It was a precarious set up, much the same as the first night they had met. Slightly winded from unfamiliar exertion of hauling the heavy bag of paints, Olivia questioned, “Do you really need that many different paints? I’m sure you only used half of them.”
Too late, Olivia considered her choice of words was perhaps a bit blunt, but if Alice was bothered, she didn’t show it, “I don’t think I even used half. The problem is figuring out which half is the half I need and which is the half I can safely leave behind.”
“The struggles of an artist. I’ll text you later.”
“Of course. Well, good night.”
By this point, they had just passed Olivia’s familiar Square Mart. Alice kept walking aimed towards the nearest subway station, while Olivia considered how hungry she was. Once Alice was out of earshot, and verifying there was no one else nearby to see her conversing with empty air, Olivia turned to Shark.
“There, that wasn’t so terrible, was it?”
Shark seemed lost in thought, which was obvious not just from her slightly vacant expression, but also from the fact that she was slightly transparent and her outline was more blurred than usual. Olivia’s question snapped her back to reality and full opaqueness. “It’s so strange. There’s a human mind there, but there’s also a separate mass of consciousness fixed to the same body. Any human mind anchored that close to a consciousness mass that huge should be overwhelmed, yet here the consciousness mass is bizarrely passive, and the human mind is still there as if it were completely normal. It’s completely not normal, and I can’t make sense of it.”
Shark’s tone told Oliva she didn’t like things she couldn’t make sense of. “I didn’t feel any kind of massive consciousness. And for that matter, is that really that different from you and me?”
It was a bit of a challenge, but Shark didn’t take the bait. “I’m not overlapping your physical space. Since you love horror, consider it like the difference between haunting and possession. My consciousness is also a friendly and hospitable size. We’re like... Earth and Jupiter. I’m bigger, obviously, but we’re two different bodies merrily orbiting in the same neighbourhood. She’s like Venus orbiting at the edge of a black hole. There’s a world of difference.”
Olivia shivered slightly. She hated horror, but since her chat seemed to love seeing her terrified, she would occasionally, begrudgingly play horror games or watch horror movies on stream. Shark no doubt knew she hated horror, so if this was her idea of a joke, at least it meant she was less on-edge than she’d been the first few times they had run into Alice. The realization suddenly made Olivia realize how hungry she was.
A quick stop in the Square Mart, and a familiar friendly greeting to Friend, and she was back on the street, a familiar warm, brightly coloured paper package of delicious fried chicken in her hand. Striding off in the direction of her apartment, Olivia took a bite. And swallowed in disappointment. “Square Mart is off their game today, this chicken barely tastes like anything.”
She sniffed it. It didn’t smell like anything either.
“Olivia !!” Shark’s voice was quiet, distant. A creeping darkness started infiltrating the edges of her vision. What was going on? Was she sick, was she having some kind of medical emergency? As her vision slowly filled with empty blackness, she braced herself against a nearby wall. Even that felt distant. Her vision now was little more than outlines of black on black, but at the very edge, just as everything fully gave way to pitch black, she saw a glowing red halo in the distance. Panic was starting to set in. What was happening to her? She couldn’t see anything. She couldn’t hear anything. She couldn’t feel the wall she was leaning on, or even the ground under her feet. There was no up or down – or sense of physical reality at all. Fully cut off from the world, terror enveloped her. Was she dead? Dying? Was this what death was like? What was happening? What was happening!?!
*drip* *drip* A distant sound reached her ears. Her thoughts stopped. Was this reality? Or was this some phantasm her brain concocted to make up for the absence of reality? But no, there was a sliver of light creeping into her vision. Through that sliver, she could see Shark standing in front of her, her back turned. Her clothes were splattered with red. Her hands, clenched into fists, were drenched in a sickly red liquid that was dripping to the ground, a drop at a time. *drip* *drip* Then, as if a light switch had been flipped, all Olivia’s senses came rushing back. She could hear sirens coming closer. Her butt hurt – and she could feel the ground underneath it. And she could see Shark, now facing her with a look of worry on her face. Not a spot of red was visible anywhere on her. “Are things better? Are you okay?”
“I’m fine. Or…” ‘at least I’m here,’ Olivia was going to say, but she stopped. Her throat hurt. It hurt worse than when she had spent 3 hours screaming her way past every stupid jump-scare in the game Horror Hill. She shook her head, trying to reset her mental state, and a rush of sea-smell filled her nose as Shark threw herself into a hug. Olivia felt the subtle warmth of her body, the tickle of breath past her hair. She felt calmer. She hadn’t realized how not-calm she had been. As she reached out to return the hug, she caught glimpse of the street past Shark. A huge red smear lay across the road and sidewalk, as if a giant water balloon had been dropped there.
Olivia barely had time to register that the red smear looked oddly lumpy before her view was interrupted by a figure in an ill-fitting suit, with greasy, slicked back hair and a slightly asymmetrical moustache. An android came up beside him. “Mr. Cooper-Bullet is en-route, but I’ve informed him that containment is no longer needed, just clean up.”
“Thanks, Four,” the man intoned, before turning his attention back to Olivia. “Well miss, I dare say this hasn’t been a good day for you.”